I felt really embarrassed to publish this video and a bit frightened to.  Why? Well, in it – I’m laid bare, I’m feeling down, it’s just four days after giving birth and I look like SHIT. So why did I publish it? Well, I talk about the baby blues and my experience, how I felt after giving birth, all the changes your whole self goes through and what you can do to come out the other side. I desperately needed someone to tell me the truth, hug me tightly and say, ‘don’t worry – it’s all normal, it’s tough right now but it will get better’. All I could find…